just felt something is not right, i have this heavy burden in my heart but i just dont know what is it, dont feel right and good.
now i'm having a big wall that i need to break, it took perseverance now....
however, i shouldn't let problems overcome me...

this question came into me: am i grateful to what God has given me?
he healed, he blessed, he helped, all good things comes from him.. most importantly, if i'm grateful, i should be faithful...

what do i want to serve God? why do i sacrifice my weekdays to come to shepherding and cg while i can do other things? why do i need to come to service? anyway if i die, i'm going to heaven...

my answer is: i'm grateful to God, i love God and i want to serve him.

i must remember my answer to all these questions.
after camp, a lot of things happening, befreo that, camp is more important...

6 MORE DAYS TO CAMP!! (: