I banged the table, feeling discontented,
after that, i don't do anything about it.
your hand must had hurt a lot when you banged the table.

I wanna do something different.
Do what thing? My life seems to be like the same.
where's the God who's supposed to reign in my life?

I catch the fire, but I did not continue to let it burn,
do you think the fire will last?
once the rain comes, the fire will be extinguish.

I wanna do this, I wanna do that.....
Nothing's done.
Who cares what I say? People look at what I do more.

I wanna see new faces in my CG.
New faces don't get pop by, we have to reach out to them.

'The glory of this present house will be greater than the glory of the former house,'
We don't wait for the glory to come,
We do our part in the glory of the present house,

You and I belong to this present house, ain't it?





Some random thoughts running through my mind.

a patient who's going to die because of internal bleeding.
the parents was panicking.
the doctor said, "We will try our best to save him."
"You must, doctor! The price doesn't matter, just save him!"

People are going to hell, the numbers are increasing.
God was upset, because these are His people.
some are working hard to save even more souls,
they told God, "We will try our best to save them, God, help us as well."
while some, are wasting their time away.
"Hey, you must save the lost souls, they belong to me. I had paid the price already."



***

The operation was complicated,
while fixing with one organ, you have to make sure the rest of the organs are okay.
This wasn't easy. It took hours, sweats and many more things.
What kept them moving on?
This is what the doctors are commissioned for: To save lives.


The whole process of winning people is hectic,
while we outreach to people, we have to make sure we pray and ask God to intervene.
This wasn't easy. It took hours, days, sweats, blood and many more.
What kept us moving on?
What kept YOU moving on?
This is what we are commission for: To save the lost souls back to God.


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What do doctors get at the end? Fame, gifts?
I think it's the satisfaction of letting one to continue to live.

What do we get at the end? Being a shepherd? Affirmation?
I think it's the satisfaction of letting one to live a new life with God and experiencing life transformation with God.


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What kind of life are we living today?


Sometimes, we are just far too blessed.
to the point we took it for granted,
and forget what we are called on Earth for.

John 15:33 [at the point of difference, be indifferent in the world.]