Interesting

youths today are getting so interesting,
http://sg.news.yahoo.com/ap/20090929/twl-us-chicago-beating-death-ef375f8.html




meaningful lyrics

i'm hooked on Brooke Fraser's song.

i realise..

i'm responsible over my own life.
emotional, physical, social, spiritual, whatever.
i may sound stupid, but i know it's important.

seeking God is easier said than done.
but after you had done it,
there's refreshment, which can't be explained.
unless you experience yourself.

i have to increase my hunger for God.
therefore, i choose to do something which is..
beyond myself and my abilities.

my prelim is over but it's momentary.
i still have Os and getting back results tomorrow.
but, it will be over!

you have to link the title with each paragraph.
if you just read like this, you will not see the link ;)
and the end!

(yes, i had chopped it off and it became a concave)

a 13 year old girl's conviction

Yesterday during prayer meet, God told me something but I don't dare to share.

This word call "GENERATION".

Why do God tell me this thing?
Then God asked me, "Do you think that you are still very young?"

2 months later, after i woke up, I'm Secondary 2.
Time is running fast, you may not know that when you open your eyes
tomorrow, you are maybe 16 years old (seems too old, but it's true) .
Time is running out. When you are ask to do evaxing, dont like: tomorrow la, next week...
Your next week will continue on... and on...
The Time is NOW! We are no longer young anymore. Next year, maybe some of us are 13, 14, 15, 16, 17 years old.
Life goes on, you are not forever young.
Don't wait and wait like as if you have time and chiong when you are older and later regret.
Do what you can now, so that the generation will NOT END! if you done your best, God will do the rest. We are no longer young, do what you can, because God have the best for you.
And fulfil God's commission which is also our life purpose.


and that 13 year old girl was me.
i wrote this when i was 13 years old,
and 3 years later, this same girl was shocked by what she wrote.
(:

Sit down

i just went to my favourite place today.

i just started to think about many things.
the more i think about, i more i feel like shoving the things off.
it's just too overwhelming.

then i just sat down and relax,
listening to worship songs, surrendering whatever that's in my heart.
i feel more relax and free.

sometimes, we just need to sit down and relax.
even super heroes need to rest,
what more about me, a human being?
God knows i need to rest and He's waiting for me to come to Him.
No matter how bad things goes, God can create a rainbow out of it.

Let it go.

after exam, i shall flee to malaysia for one day.. HAHA!
i shall eat, play and shop around m'sia :X
and i shall save up more,
and fly to other countries for missions.
should i go for concave?
Exciting ne..
Ganbatte!

Children

i find kids very amazing.

because when they are born, they look so peaceful.
they can smile at all circumstances,
they speak their minds out.
They are curious,

they are creative, imaginary, natural.

They do not live to impress others. [maybe to impress their close ones]
In their mind, the world is a beautiful place.

and when we grow up,

the opposites happen.


it's not about being childish, but child-like.

I want to go out to the world and see even more smiles.

before 1+1+1+1+1+1+1+1+1+1+1+1+1+1+1+1+1+1+1+1 years old

(:

Encouraged

Well, today, i went to outreach with Aloysius, Sichen and Teck Shuean.
it gives me that kind of feeling like: I'm outreaching again..
it's like something i did not do for months and kind of like need-to-get-used that kind of feeling.
whatever it is, really wanna thank God for them!
Yeah! You guys rock!
and i heard many blessings,
and i'm gonna work hard to bring people back.

This word kept popping in my mind: Birthright .
Man, i won't sell my birthright away, it's mine!

i won't be paralysed by O level,
i just, ugh, gotta do more.
i gotta give my best in both areas!
God.. HELP ME!!

Ah, i love this article, it really looks interesting [not that i'm a sadist]
http://sg.news.yahoo.com/ap/20090914/twl-us-missing-yale-student-ef375f8.html
somehow i can conclude that this murderer must have watch Kindaichi before.
because there's one story where a body is actually hide in between the walls.
oh well, shall continue to wait..

2 more days to 16..
but seriously, i hate this wednesday because 2 tiring papers come together ):

Healer

Metamorphosis

Every metamorphosis-s is cool and always will be.



This time is different.


God showed me 2 extremes of the world.
& the uneasy feeling just came back again.
God didn't really reveal to me what's that all about.
But things surrounding me and making it so clear.
Ahhh... I will just wait and continue to ask God.

Today's guitar course is great!
learn many many stuffs!

It's a blessing to serve..

Clumsy Vivien

after reading a sentence later on, you will conclude that Vivien Lim is super clumsy.

I spilled a beaker of water unto the floor during practical today.

and my ambition is never to be a Cinderella ):
is i happened to spill it and i have to wipe it away.

whatever it is..

tomorrow is METAMORPHOSIS!
it's time to refresh and recap of every fundamentals.
and expect God to speak to us in different ways.
i have been attending it from Sec 1,
and everytime, it's different (:
it's a matter of perspective.

http://sg.news.yahoo.com/cna/20090907/tap-462-coroners-hearing-teen-suicide-pa-231650b.html

youths ain't suppose to be like this ):

Uneasy

ahh, crap.
it's like 1.32am now and i can't sleep!
i wanted to sleep after playing some video games, but i just can't.
just toss and turn on my bed and starts staring.
still can't sleep.

feel very uneasy, i don't know why.
just prayed and feel a little better.
Prayer works the best!
if it's unpleasant, God takes the wheel.
if it's pleasant, God still takes the wheel.

God always go beyond what we think and expect of Him.

Amazing, uh?

what if God can?