Devotion

I've been running, trying to be one who sees
I've been working, this salvation out on my knees
There is nothing better than knowing
We are redeemed
I'm believing, trusting in creative hands,
I am praying for our world to bow to your plan
And this one thought is unmistakable
To take up my cross and follow You Lord

When You stand, the tall tress and mountains bow
When You speak, the fiercest of oceans is still
And I see the sinner seek devotion
The lost become chosen, and I fall to my knees

I'm forgiven by a Savior who did not deserve death
He was blameless and I was lost in shamefulness
Undelivered, but it doesn't seem right
Unless I keep my eyes focues on the Savior who gave His life
In the middle of a world that denies it believes
It is breaking apart at the very seams
There is one thing to be alive for
And it's to take up my cross and follow You Lord

When You stand, the tall trees and mountains bow
When You speak, the fiercest of oceans is still
And I see the sinner seek devotion
The lost become chosen, and I fall to my knees

I will take up my cross and follow Lord where You lead me
And I will take up my cross and follow wherever you go

When You stand, the tall trees and mountains bow
When You speak, the fiercest of oceans are still
And I see the sinner seek devotion
The lost become chosen, and I fall to my knees

Remix

Your presence in me
Jesus light the way
By the power of Your word
I am restored
I am redeemed
By Your Spirit, I am free

There is no one else for me
None but Jesus
Crucified to set me free
Now i live to bring Him praise.

This is my prayer in the desert
when all thats within me feels dry
this is my prayer in my hunger and need
my God is the God who provides

And I remember how you found me
at the very same place
all my failings surely would have drowned me
but You make a way

just passed fifteen, peacefully.
and i did a great thing to my calculator.
eyes are closing soon.

Walking Right..

during service together in worship,
God continued to showered His love upon me.

i repented.
seriously, i've been treating God as if He's my 999.
This is bad, i mean God is like our best-est friend.
and we just dump Him one side.
and my heart just started to play this song: Saviour King.
it's even before the acutal song really played.

to my amazement, they're singing Saviour King.

ok, jump to CLM.
during worship, one of the prophecy was to Seek God.
i responded that everytime i should seek God.
not only just plainly seek God,
but really deep within your heart, there's must be an expectation.

i realised, walking right with God is really important.
it's the most fundamental of all the fundamentals.
it's easy to say, but it's not easy to keep it consistent.
but i will defintely try to.

right now, greater challenges awaits for me.
i can't deny the fact that i'm scare.
there's more responsibilities and my time is getting tighter.
i'm really like panicking.
but i'm going to trust God.
He controls my tomorrow and He's in control of everything.

Xperience

to see my encounter with God during my Amaths lesson,
click on NORTH A blog.
i posted it up there.

i found Hosanna in piano form, it's nice!



oh wait, some add ons:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, IRINA!!

I'm going to..

Ton today,
if my body can allow me to.

just finish chionging project.
i still have many things to prepare and do.

God! Bless me with STRENGTH!

SOAK.

just an super early post today.
cause i'm super not going to use the computer at night.

i soak myself around 2.5hrs in front of the computer.
wait, hold on, don't kill me yet.
i spent around 30 min to 45min on some japanse variety shows.
the rest, i went around to watch people play christian songs.
and copy down some chords.
copying chords and lyrics takes time.
i don't have a printer, that's why i've got to.

http://www.youtube.com/user/peelbanana1211

i don't know her but i just copy some chords from her video.
she's the same age as my sister.
she started serving God at my current age, for 5 years.
and she's a praise and worship leader for 4 years.
Oh my!
she's really an example.
Indeed, God uses the young.
No one is to say "I'm too young for God to use me."

today is the last time to do Bio practical.
it's fun!

time to rock with guit!

Ohmys!

as you read the post, many ohmys will come up.

school's reopening .
actually, the one week break doesn't make any difference.
it'sss a break and i need to thank God for it.
September is a good month!
but the later part is exam.

and i haven't prepare for it.


i'm still alive, i got to study soon.
but not now.

after i did my Quiet Time,
i feel better, all the confessions and repentance.
it makes my heart feel lighter, more free!
indeed, Jesus gives us freedom after all.

There is freedom in the name of Jesus!


I still have more photos of the younger days in Yhope.
get ready to scream!

you can me, Liyan, Tingting and Ace! Oh my!! Ace changed a lot!
Like i've said, it's the younger days. i don't mean that we're old now.
but logically, we are old, still young in God's eyes.

that's erm, my super don't-look-like-sisters flesh blood sister.
the one sitting beside her who is listening so attentively like a child,
is actually me when i was primary six.

we have all grow up;
physically, emotionally and spiritually.

and i gain weight during this holiday [:

Tell The World [extract]

i just start to love the first part of this song:



Don’t want to stand here and shout Your praise
And walk away and forget Your Name
I’ll stand for you if it’s all I do
Cause there is none that compare to You




this song has always been my favourite song ever since i'm a young believer.
and i'm still loving it now!

i've been reflecting on the first two lines of the verse,
indeed, i really really don't want just stand and proclaim God's goodness.
then later i just walk away as if God did not exist in me.
that's a hypocrite.

i want to always constantly remind about God.

somethings to complain;
ever since on wednesday, that heavy rain drenched my whole guitar bag,
my bible actually stinks! it's awful [cos the cover is like those jeans material]
and i actually spray perfume on my bible for 2, 3 times.
it doesn't seem to improve the situation. it still stinks!
i'm going to use the hairdryer later on to dry my bible.
if the smell still persist, i'll consider to buy a new bible.
but hopefully, the stinky smell will go away.
cos my bible is unique!

i'm not as sleepy yet, though it's like 4++
still searching for more songs.

Going Home.

credit to: deviantart.com

this is my feeling now.
if only i'm in heaven.
i really hope to be in heaven now.
i don't have to work, to study...
life on Earth is a little bit too tough.
i really feel like going back to my home now.

but this proves that i'm lazy.
i want to go home for now. To talk to God.
to get myself better.

another picture that i like:

taken by: xinru

this was taken during yesterday's cg.
to pour out all my sweat for God.
to inspire a drop. a result to come

Not right

Prayer meet was great!
powerful and great!

however, i just feel that something is missing.
it needs to be more..
but what is it?
i'm seriously disturb now.

i'm seriously dead tired and
not in mood at the beginning.
i was reminded of this song, Blessed be Your name.
yes, God gave and God take.
but i will choose to say blessed be Your name.

ok, i just feel like sleeping for the next one day.



Two days He will revive us,
On the third day, He will restore us.

Amazing videos

You'll Come - Hillsong




I love the second video, it's amazing.
after respond, the concert actually ends.
annd all the band members just go down.
But But BUT,
the people are still there, they are not leaving yet.
They just keep on singing the same verse over and over again.
it's amazing.


oh, i'm excited for the prayer meet later!!
and just some updates on metamorphosis,

yesterday we were praying for holy spirit baptism.
so we are praying for yilin as she haven't get baptise.
and there's some stirring in my heart that,
she have unrepented sins and she needs to ask God for forgiveness.
i wanted to say but no time.
so i just tell celine and xinru.

after that Pastor Shirley say God spoke to her that,
some people have not receive the gift due to unrepented sin.
oh my!! it's exactly the same!!
i was simply amazed by God.
He's really all powerful.

concert was still as awesome as ever.
God spoke to me many stuffs and give me many visions.
I can't wait to see that happen!!

This makes me jumpy!!
and yes, the prayermeet makes me jumpy too!!

Divine .

this is just an additional post

on sunday, after i bathe,
the moment i stepped out of my shower room,
i have this strong feeling that,
there's a need to hold a prayermeet,
people must get a MAJOR correction from God,
well, even myself too. i mean why not? i'm imperfect too.

the moment i did my Quiet Time,
at first the Spirit did not move as much.
but as soon as i put down my guitar and just worship,
the Spirit just stirred up within me,
We need to hold a prayermeet.
and God dropped me two different verses in the same book.

so i was very excited to tell this to the Cls.
so as i was telling xinru about it.
she screamed "Oh my! That was what God told me yesterday too!"
God told us both:
the same place
the same day
the same verses
the same feeling

that was obvious, we really need a prayermeet.
and this wednesday, it's gonna be the day.

I'm looking forward to it.

in a few moments, there's metamorphosis.
gonna get some sleep soon!

Memories

i was scanning through some old photos in celine's folder

and i found these.

let me show you my three years in christ, most memorable pictures.

we all looked so tired after games, wet and tired. I saw liyan!

this was my first camp, seriously, i miss my long hair..

look how tiny we used to be. that's when i'm secondary one. ok, my fringe was totally destroyed.

ace and me. RED!! if i'm not wrong, should be in the Encounter camp.

that's our YEOTINGTING. Her XXth birthday!


secondary 2, on our way to eat prata.

and we're still growing..

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memories are there for us to recap and reflect,
we still have to move on at the end.


i heard many ohmys around.
those were the younger days.