after long time of hibernating, i'm back!
ok, i do have many things to blog about but i will just blog some.
due to time constrain.
oh yes! Northland finally have 1 convert.
this school make me wanna vomit blood the most.
i complained to God that why He dint bless me with contacts.
i guess i'm just low faith.
now i need FAITH!
&& today is a... a...
i don't know how to desribe it.
Joyce talk to my group many things about CG08 etc.
I'm refreshed thoroughly.
i'm ready for more testings and trials and temptations.
and be ready for more of God's blessings and pouring.
A seed has to die before it produces more seed.
seeing the uncountable, be the seed.
Monday, June 30, 2008
Sunday, June 15, 2008
Seeing the uncountable, be the seed
random title.
what on earth am i doing at 2.28am?
i'm chionging my homework, but not really doing it, it's reluctantly.
and end up a lot of mistakes.
but in order to do well, i cannot treat it so lightly.
so i'll leave the remainder and factor theorm tomorrow.
yeah, last one!
just share somethings i learnt about the teaching.
about facing opposition.
expect problems and expect God to back us.
sometimes we face problems and we look big on the problems.
Like this:
Problems GOD
if you focus on problems so much and not God,
God can't help you much.
then some will go;
"God, see because of you, i have to face this kind of problems."
you think that you are the most pathetic person on earth,
you think by doing this, God will love you even more.
God already know what will happen to you,
what problems you will face;
how tough the problems will be.
instead of whining and complaining the problems you face,
just seek God.
it's not tough, isn't it? God is just a prayer away.
but the question is:
Who will really take out his/her time to seek God with all their heart?
greater challenges awaits for me.
satan are now demanding his stupid demons to train up,
setting problems and discouragements for me.
distort me until i say NO to God.
but if God is with me, nothing will be impossible.
so in order to defeat the stupid yet diligent army.
i have to do something about it.
Last 2 weeks of june.
in order to prepare me for pioneering northland, reliance on God.
i have to fast and pray.
from computer and meat.
COMPUTER!!
NO BLOGGING, NO MSN, NO GODTUBE, NO VEOH!!
it's tough, but i've got to do it.
you will see the blog dead again.
so don't bother to pester me to blog.
July to August.
the toughest fasting and praying i set for myself.
2 meals on mondays and fridays.
totally NO FRIED FOOD.
which means NO FRIES! NO POTATO CHIPS!
at the beginning i did doubt,
but i say NO, God, you have to take control in my life.
Total reliance on God.
my june fasting will start on monday.
expect another post soon, super long one.
by the time i come back to blog, it's july.
为了履行上帝的使命，我必须这样做。
it's translate by translator, but it's really what i wanna do.
加油！
P.S The picture of Ace as a ghost is so scary,
until i don't even dare to put at my blog,
to avoid nightmares.
though i update this earlier, i think this post is more interesting than the quiz
what on earth am i doing at 2.28am?
i'm chionging my homework, but not really doing it, it's reluctantly.
and end up a lot of mistakes.
but in order to do well, i cannot treat it so lightly.
so i'll leave the remainder and factor theorm tomorrow.
yeah, last one!
just share somethings i learnt about the teaching.
about facing opposition.
expect problems and expect God to back us.
sometimes we face problems and we look big on the problems.
Like this:
Problems GOD
if you focus on problems so much and not God,
God can't help you much.
then some will go;
"God, see because of you, i have to face this kind of problems."
you think that you are the most pathetic person on earth,
you think by doing this, God will love you even more.
God already know what will happen to you,
what problems you will face;
how tough the problems will be.
instead of whining and complaining the problems you face,
just seek God.
it's not tough, isn't it? God is just a prayer away.
but the question is:
Who will really take out his/her time to seek God with all their heart?
greater challenges awaits for me.
satan are now demanding his stupid demons to train up,
setting problems and discouragements for me.
distort me until i say NO to God.
but if God is with me, nothing will be impossible.
so in order to defeat the stupid yet diligent army.
i have to do something about it.
Last 2 weeks of june.
in order to prepare me for pioneering northland, reliance on God.
i have to fast and pray.
from computer and meat.
COMPUTER!!
NO BLOGGING, NO MSN, NO GODTUBE, NO VEOH!!
it's tough, but i've got to do it.
you will see the blog dead again.
so don't bother to pester me to blog.
July to August.
the toughest fasting and praying i set for myself.
2 meals on mondays and fridays.
totally NO FRIED FOOD.
which means NO FRIES! NO POTATO CHIPS!
at the beginning i did doubt,
but i say NO, God, you have to take control in my life.
Total reliance on God.
my june fasting will start on monday.
expect another post soon, super long one.
by the time i come back to blog, it's july.
为了履行上帝的使命，我必须这样做。
it's translate by translator, but it's really what i wanna do.
加油！
P.S The picture of Ace as a ghost is so scary,
until i don't even dare to put at my blog,
to avoid nightmares.
though i update this earlier, i think this post is more interesting than the quiz
No more quiz!
I will just do it for the sake of it.
but don't send me any quiz, i will not do it again.
unless i found the quiz interesting.
01. At which age do you want to get married?
Too young to think about it.
02. Who is more important to you? Friends or boyfriend?
Friends, i guess.
03. Who is/are the person/people you trust most?
God.
04. Do you think you have enough confidence?
I think so.
05. What would you do if you saw someone abusing an innocent animal?
Pray that the person will come to know God's love one day.
06. Do you believe in seeing rainbow after rain?
I saw it before, so I believe it.
07. What is your goal for this year?
Be A UL. Pull my sister and parents to Christ. OH YES! Finish CG08!
08. Do you believe in eternity love?
Yes, cause it's found in God (:
09. Do you love to do quizzes?
I used to, but i hate it now .
10. What feeling do you love most?
Being happy. Being CRAZY!!
11. If one day your best friend and boyfriend quarrel, who will you side with?
Neither, must depend on the situation.
12. List out 5 of your best friends.
God, Jesus, Holy Spirit, God, God [Never say must be different person]
13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Depends, if it's not worth the friendship, i won't bother about it.
14. Have u found someone? or Has anyone found u?
I found God!
15. If you were on a ship, your mother and your boyfriend (been together for 2 years) were knocked out of the ship, you only have one life float, who would you throw it to?
Don't take a ship if the 3 of us does not know how to swim.
16.If your boyfriend were to two-time you, what would you do?
I won't even want to be with him if he's that idoitic.
17. If time were to rewind, when will you want it to be?
Lower Secondary student.
18. Have you felt the true meaning of love?
God Is love. So I've experience it before.
19. What is your current bluetooth device name?
VIVIEN .
20. Do you prefer hugs or kisses?
None of the above . I prefer gifts, cards and encouragements.
yeah, i'm done!!
not doing any quizzs anymore!
time to practice guitar!
but don't send me any quiz, i will not do it again.
unless i found the quiz interesting.
01. At which age do you want to get married?
Too young to think about it.
02. Who is more important to you? Friends or boyfriend?
Friends, i guess.
03. Who is/are the person/people you trust most?
God.
04. Do you think you have enough confidence?
I think so.
05. What would you do if you saw someone abusing an innocent animal?
Pray that the person will come to know God's love one day.
06. Do you believe in seeing rainbow after rain?
I saw it before, so I believe it.
07. What is your goal for this year?
Be A UL. Pull my sister and parents to Christ. OH YES! Finish CG08!
08. Do you believe in eternity love?
Yes, cause it's found in God (:
09. Do you love to do quizzes?
I used to, but i hate it now .
10. What feeling do you love most?
Being happy. Being CRAZY!!
11. If one day your best friend and boyfriend quarrel, who will you side with?
Neither, must depend on the situation.
12. List out 5 of your best friends.
God, Jesus, Holy Spirit, God, God [Never say must be different person]
13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Depends, if it's not worth the friendship, i won't bother about it.
14. Have u found someone? or Has anyone found u?
I found God!
15. If you were on a ship, your mother and your boyfriend (been together for 2 years) were knocked out of the ship, you only have one life float, who would you throw it to?
Don't take a ship if the 3 of us does not know how to swim.
16.If your boyfriend were to two-time you, what would you do?
I won't even want to be with him if he's that idoitic.
17. If time were to rewind, when will you want it to be?
Lower Secondary student.
18. Have you felt the true meaning of love?
God Is love. So I've experience it before.
19. What is your current bluetooth device name?
VIVIEN .
20. Do you prefer hugs or kisses?
None of the above . I prefer gifts, cards and encouragements.
yeah, i'm done!!
not doing any quizzs anymore!
time to practice guitar!
Friday, June 13, 2008
O-A-S-I-S
oh my goodness. like the first day after camp, i'm starting to slack.
sinful vivien.
satan have finally declared war on me now, 1 day after camp.
ok, i'm going to have a spiritual war with him now.
God help me ok?
this camp really really refresh me from the inside out.
also my first time prophesying, scary though, but i did it!
instead of telling what i did for camp,
i'm going to share what really convicts me.
i went back home feeling refresh,
the first thing i do is to use computer.
ok and get some songs into my phone.
i sat down and ponder about some stuffs and many images just come into my mind.
like seeing myself taking photos with 20 people from
yishun town and northland.
and challenging 30 people in the next camp.
my heart started to pump really fast.
i went back to room, images just keep on flowing
and i started to fear, i feel like what's all the images,
i told God; nah, i can't do it at all, not me!
as i listened to the songs, the lyrics just cut my heart.
i broke into tears and cried. [you won't see me doing that]
God told me; You can surely do it, you have the abilities, the potential.
the thing is: you don't persevere, low faith.
and i kept on crying,
i did not know how much God believe in me,
it's a believe in me that no one can shaken.
i told God; okay, help me and change me, mould me.
then God reminded me of Moses.
He did remind me when i was lower sec, but i forget about it.
but now it come back to my mind.
Moses also doubt at first but he led 2 million out of Eygpt in the end.
with this vision in my mind, i will go towards it.
of course satan won't let me do it.
he will throw discouragement, make me lazy.
i told God; let me fix my eyes on you, everything, on you.
and i intend to start to fast to prepare me.
on computer, on meat. ok, this is seriously difficult
but God will make it.
TO CHIONG ALL THE WAY FOR GOD!
i can't compromise anymore. But to give it all.
it's tough, but it takes peseverance.
a new land, a new vision, a new challenge, a new set of obstacles,
filled my life again. because God will be there with me.
What can't He do?
nothing.
i just need to let go and let God.
i really don't know how, but God knows.
i want to be the seed, to see the uncountable .
p.s. don't bother to ask me to do the quiz,
i have no time to do all these things. (:
sinful vivien.
satan have finally declared war on me now, 1 day after camp.
ok, i'm going to have a spiritual war with him now.
God help me ok?
this camp really really refresh me from the inside out.
also my first time prophesying, scary though, but i did it!
instead of telling what i did for camp,
i'm going to share what really convicts me.
i went back home feeling refresh,
the first thing i do is to use computer.
ok and get some songs into my phone.
i sat down and ponder about some stuffs and many images just come into my mind.
like seeing myself taking photos with 20 people from
yishun town and northland.
and challenging 30 people in the next camp.
my heart started to pump really fast.
i went back to room, images just keep on flowing
and i started to fear, i feel like what's all the images,
i told God; nah, i can't do it at all, not me!
as i listened to the songs, the lyrics just cut my heart.
i broke into tears and cried. [you won't see me doing that]
God told me; You can surely do it, you have the abilities, the potential.
the thing is: you don't persevere, low faith.
and i kept on crying,
i did not know how much God believe in me,
it's a believe in me that no one can shaken.
i told God; okay, help me and change me, mould me.
then God reminded me of Moses.
He did remind me when i was lower sec, but i forget about it.
but now it come back to my mind.
Moses also doubt at first but he led 2 million out of Eygpt in the end.
with this vision in my mind, i will go towards it.
of course satan won't let me do it.
he will throw discouragement, make me lazy.
i told God; let me fix my eyes on you, everything, on you.
and i intend to start to fast to prepare me.
on computer, on meat. ok, this is seriously difficult
but God will make it.
TO CHIONG ALL THE WAY FOR GOD!
i can't compromise anymore. But to give it all.
it's tough, but it takes peseverance.
a new land, a new vision, a new challenge, a new set of obstacles,
filled my life again. because God will be there with me.
What can't He do?
nothing.
i just need to let go and let God.
i really don't know how, but God knows.
i want to be the seed, to see the uncountable .
p.s. don't bother to ask me to do the quiz,
i have no time to do all these things. (:
Sunday, June 08, 2008
OASIS!!
OASIS! OASIS! OASIS!
oh no! not my school library .
Camp is coming real fast! like in less than 24 hours time!
oh so excited! in games, p&w and teaching.
expecting a great fun! :DD
this blog will lay dead till i come back to blog again.
by that time, there will be lotsa pictures and funny moments.
and I HAVEN'T PACK MY BAG YET!!
ok, this is going to be exciting,
new place, new environment, new conviction, be refresh .
what's after CG08?
[:
oh no! not my school library .
Camp is coming real fast! like in less than 24 hours time!
oh so excited! in games, p&w and teaching.
expecting a great fun! :DD
this blog will lay dead till i come back to blog again.
by that time, there will be lotsa pictures and funny moments.
and I HAVEN'T PACK MY BAG YET!!
ok, this is going to be exciting,
new place, new environment, new conviction, be refresh .
what's after CG08?
[:
Thursday, June 05, 2008
More than dreams
another videos i want to share,
probarly the last one from more than dreams,
the rest you can check out the net.
it's about a guy, whom Jesus appeared in his dreams
and how his family persecute him severely due to his faith in Jesus.
the ending is heartwarming and his courage to overcome problems
is truly remarkable .
Click on the pictures to watch.
oh yeah, another video to share,
about three christians jailed because of preaching the Gospels.
4 more days to OASIS!
probarly the last one from more than dreams,
the rest you can check out the net.
it's about a guy, whom Jesus appeared in his dreams
and how his family persecute him severely due to his faith in Jesus.
the ending is heartwarming and his courage to overcome problems
is truly remarkable .
Click on the pictures to watch.
More than dreams - Mohammed (Nigeria)
Part 1 to Part 5, all in sequence .
oh yeah, another video to share,
about three christians jailed because of preaching the Gospels.
4 more days to OASIS!
Wednesday, June 04, 2008
WFL
really want to share this video;
it's about a girl call Dini, whose father died suddenly
and faces many other problems.
she called on Jesus for help and decided to follow Him,
even though she's persecuted.
click on the picture to watch .
ok, i'm going to watch another episode tomorrow .
i watch the other episode today in WFL .
i really learn a lot from today's WFL .
Don't ever complain that CG08 is impossible to complete,
if you can't finish CG08, don't think about winning Singapore,
don't think about winning the world .
Cg08 is just the small part of the Great Commission,
there's even more things to be done!
and i really really want to go mission's trip,
i want to see another part of the world.
i'll start to save up, work after my Os for the money to go .
i did plan to go after my Os .
woo! it's coming soon!
another video i like is in the refugee camp.
i watched until i had goosebumps,
it's not a horror video or thriller, but something that touched my heart.
how the children suffer in orphanage or refugee.
and i see their conversions etc.
one thing that attracts me the most:
That people praise and worship God and pray to God
with their souls, mind, heart and strength,
whether they are young or old.
it's so wonderful.
we, as singaporeans are too blessed.
other parts of the world really want to serve God,
even if there's persecutions, they are willing to die for God.
here we are, at most our parents object us.
it's either we get beaten or scolded etc.
our lives are not at risk, but they are.
they can be charged just for serving Jesus.
we are too comfortable in our comfort zones.
i should really thank God that i'm in Singapore,
though it's humid, it's small,
at least we live a comfortable life .
ought to learn to count my blessings.
it's about a girl call Dini, whose father died suddenly
and faces many other problems.
she called on Jesus for help and decided to follow Him,
even though she's persecuted.
click on the picture to watch .
More Than Dreams - Dini (Indonesia)[Part 1]
[Part 2]
[Part 3]
[Part 4]
[Part 5]
[Part 6]
ok, i'm going to watch another episode tomorrow .
i watch the other episode today in WFL .
i really learn a lot from today's WFL .
Don't ever complain that CG08 is impossible to complete,
if you can't finish CG08, don't think about winning Singapore,
don't think about winning the world .
Cg08 is just the small part of the Great Commission,
there's even more things to be done!
and i really really want to go mission's trip,
i want to see another part of the world.
i'll start to save up, work after my Os for the money to go .
i did plan to go after my Os .
woo! it's coming soon!
another video i like is in the refugee camp.
i watched until i had goosebumps,
it's not a horror video or thriller, but something that touched my heart.
how the children suffer in orphanage or refugee.
and i see their conversions etc.
one thing that attracts me the most:
That people praise and worship God and pray to God
with their souls, mind, heart and strength,
whether they are young or old.
it's so wonderful.
we, as singaporeans are too blessed.
other parts of the world really want to serve God,
even if there's persecutions, they are willing to die for God.
here we are, at most our parents object us.
it's either we get beaten or scolded etc.
our lives are not at risk, but they are.
they can be charged just for serving Jesus.
we are too comfortable in our comfort zones.
i should really thank God that i'm in Singapore,
though it's humid, it's small,
at least we live a comfortable life .
ought to learn to count my blessings.
Sunday, June 01, 2008
Big Miracles
Me: Arh! God!! So many problems are popping up around me.
God: Yes, it’s true, you are going to face a storm.
Me: Serious? A big storm? Tell me what to do?
God: Just have faith in me and I will bring you through,
always remember: Big Storm will bring Big Miracles into your life.
and that is enough to satisfy me.
because With Christ in the vessel, i can SMILE at the storm .
i’m really excited about the upcoming unit cg this monday,
oh yes, it looks really very rush and it’s early .
but i’m going to believe that something divine is going to happen,
a sense of expectancy.
days without fries and sweet drinks are horrible,
and it’s super tempting when i walked pass fastfood restaurant
and drinks stall, especially the centrepoint cold storage,
ok, just a few days to go.
I WILL NOT GIVE UP!
OASIS!
i want to play Lord Of Lords, still learning!
God: Yes, it’s true, you are going to face a storm.
Me: Serious? A big storm? Tell me what to do?
God: Just have faith in me and I will bring you through,
always remember: Big Storm will bring Big Miracles into your life.
and that is enough to satisfy me.
because With Christ in the vessel, i can SMILE at the storm .
i’m really excited about the upcoming unit cg this monday,
oh yes, it looks really very rush and it’s early .
but i’m going to believe that something divine is going to happen,
a sense of expectancy.
days without fries and sweet drinks are horrible,
and it’s super tempting when i walked pass fastfood restaurant
and drinks stall, especially the centrepoint cold storage,
ok, just a few days to go.
I WILL NOT GIVE UP!
OASIS!
i want to play Lord Of Lords, still learning!
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