Monday, July 31, 2006

maybe youngsters nowadays don't feel love, that's why they find stead and such, in the end still meet those expected consequences i.e breakup! yup, my friend and my another classmate break up, i don't know..

sigh.. my friend of course very sad.. she so innocent, she felt being used. i won't pursue relationship, i felt so stupid, still so young, waste my youths XD. well, not everyone is the same, sometimes i don't understand.

well, i felt my teacher say something very special: We Do Not Need to depend on objects for living, it's nothing! haha, quite true, cos object is non-living things. but my heart says that: Since we don't depend on objects, why not depend on God? if everybody understands this logic, i think surely got people coming.

well, i yesterday nothing to do, so go see shirley's msn spaces. she wrote that yhope is very different from any other church she saw on drama before.. haha, we are different and unique. =P..yups..


listening: only one for me[hillsong london]
all i need is, all i need is you, in every little thing i do...

Sunday, July 30, 2006

shepherding went plaza singapura, cos crash with time so cannot.. so sad, right? but still got fun time fellowshipping, hehe. then need to save money, i need to do something special for my shepherd, next week last shepherding.. sad.. but if this is God's plan, i'll respect, because God know what's best for me.

then went back to yishun, study, like mad, everlyn got a bunch of craps, then liyan can't stand my talkings so she gave me lolilpop. after that all attack for foods, whoever have just attack. all sorts of jokes came out, especially everlyn, almost cannot concentrate on our work!!

my day begin to go do follow up. first to aihua, she is a very socialable girl, very open up. she shared about volleyball. i remembered, she is also in the same kindergarten school as me. even kindergarten schoolmates can meet again.. wa.. feel so miracle!

secondly is huishan, i believe God give me this chance to let her back, thank you God. i ask her "why do you want to be a christian?" "because i find that there's benefits being a christian." that's her answer, more different than her last time answer, she say i don't know, but i think she had seen a bit of the value.

meifong.. didn't get a chance to see her, God HELP ME!!! maybe should meet her for an mini outing..

anqi, the one i most worried about! it's like her pattern is like you go then i go, if you don't have a strong relationship with her, that's it! God, again HELP ME!!! i need to depend on God, i got faith! they can be retain!

listening: lord of all[hillsong london]
i'll shine my light, be that seed of life...

Saturday, July 29, 2006

serivce was awesome!! brought ziling and huishan.. Huishan converted, God, you gave me this chance to guide her, i'll treasure it. all i need is God, use Holy Spirit to guide me, also thank God for blessing me! thank God!

i wonder if i have sheep, wonder how will i feel?

happy: having this chance to shepherd God's flock, God chosen flocks, isn't it awesome?!

excited: haha, i'm a enthusiastic girl, confirm will get hyper active and also will start jokes.. so excited..

afraid: scare will say wrong, but God is here.. why must i be afraid?! have FAITH!

so excited man.. God use me and guide on how to retent people, i seriously need your help!

shepherding tomorrow at changi airport, it's crazy! cool! looking forward!

listening: only one for me[hillsong london]

Friday, July 28, 2006

moody friday, a bad day...
i wasn't in mood to blog about today at all, enough is enough! how much you wanna us to suffer?
shirley, marilyn, don't commit suicide okays? it wasn't the way to solve problem, yes, you may not live but the problem lives, even if you die, still can't solve it.

tomorrow CLOSETS! where is my yishun sec??!! yishun sec GOGOGOGO!!! also i looking forward liyan filling up 1 row. God, you say you are not going to let the righteous fall and i'm going to believe you.. once and forever!
looking forward tomorrow!!
3 rows, NA2!

i'm believing in God! i have faith in you! we are going to have breakthroughs! Amen!

listening: -none-

Thursday, July 27, 2006

"i don't care what people will say.. cause i'm running after you.."

oh yeah! so excited of Closets! only left 1 day! 1 day!

some are coming! well actually she's a christian! anyway, thank God for this visitor!

not gonna let it past by me!

Amen!
Til I See You
Verse 1:
The greatest love that anyone could ever know
That overcame the cross and grave to find my soul
And 'til I see You face to face
And grace amazing takes me home
I'll trust in You
Verse 2:
With all I am I live to see
Your Kingdom come
And in my heart I pray you'd let Your will be done
And 'til I see You face to face
And grace amazing takes me homeI
'll trust in You
Chorus:
I will live to love You
I will live to bring You praise
I will live a child in awe of You
Verse 3:
You are the voice that called the universe to be
You are the whisper in my heart that speaks to me
And 'til I see You face to face
And grace amazing takes me home
I'll trust in You
Bridge:
You alone are God of all
You alone are worthy Lord
And with all I am my soul will blessYour Name
(repeat)
such a moody day in 1e8, innocence and the evil..
whoever the person says she is ugly, i nothing to say, cause so much for the innocence. i shall not say anything. small matter become a big matter.

shall say something happier, caregroup today special, got daryl, then even though less people but all very crazy. i suddenly anyhow then sing birthday song in the end got hit by christine XD! and the bulletin is nicely done!

today finally got photo, went around and collect autographs..
in the end still like that, luckily mr chu settled it, but i don't know whether those people will end it or create again..

inviting my friends... for CLOSETS! maybe it's God giving me a chance!

listening: only one for me [hillsong london]

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

this internet connection is driving me crazy! okay, going to be a quick post, maybe will be long...
forget to bring my english homework to school XP. thank God the teacher didn't scold, whole class only me never bring, some lost.

marilyn is too much, you don't learn how to respect and appreciate. so how much do you want us to appreciate and respect you. even those naughty ones understand, so why can't you wake up.?why do you want to live like a primary school kid? tell me why.. is it because you are neglected or you are influenced?

baked cake :D nice one, my family help to finish it. haha, this shows how much my cake is delicious.. hehe! but the raisins spoilt it.. argh..!

tomorow art again, time to focus and getting class photo! today assembly take away the PG period. it also reminds me today got public caning, one from nbps, tell me what to say.. i'm speechless.. *sigh*

changed liyan's blogskin, wonder she'll like it...

listening: For All You've Done[hillsong]

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

Greatest Gift
Condemnation falls away
Never bound to call on me
I am clean, I am clean
The powerful work is here in me
Breaks the chain of guilt and shame
I go free, I go free

I'll take them to your cross and leave them there
Captured by His grace, I'm free at last

It is the great gift of your salvation
Working in me, working in me
It is the life giving taste of heaven
Your kindness revealed, your kindness revealed to me

It's the greatest gift of all
It's the greatest gift of all
It's the greatest gift of all

Mercy's pouring down on me, Mercy's pouring down on me
I am clean, I am clean
Mercy's pouring down on me, Mercy's pouring down on me
I go free, I go free


From The Inside Out
A thousand times I've failed
Still Your mercy remains
Should I stumble again
Still I'm caught in Your grace
Everlasting Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame
Your will above all else
My purpose remains
The art of losing myself
In bringing You praise
Everlasting Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending Your glory goes beyond all fame
In my heart and my soul
Lord I give You control
Consume me from the inside out Lord
Let justice and praise
Become my embrace
To love You from the inside out
Everlasting Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart
Is to bring You praise
From the inside out
Lord my soul cries out

From the inside out
Lord my soul cries out
argh!!! forgot to bring a lot of things to school! i don't know what is my memory doing??
sickening mathematics and algebra! it's making my mind mad!!!

haha, wrote an autograph book, it's been a while that i wrote. last year was the most popular! cos primary 6, so going to be apart, so wrote for memories, i don't why this year write, maybe for fun or also memories.

changed my blogskin! i changed yesterday but lazy to post again, cos only change blogskin, nothing much (:

1e8's name is rotting, whatever, i simply don't care cause good apples are also in 1e8, who says express pupils is very good? i never say i very bad, nono..

almost forgot, my PFT, i passed! pull-up i only do only 4 or what but because my position wrong, so teacher rewarded me with 12 pull-ups, anyway, thank God! also my standing board jump, actually is 134cm or i jump again and it's 143cm, not very good, but still thank God for giving me the strength.

don't worry so much even though it's freaky scary, i believe in Jesus, not all those whatever beliefs, i don't know whether it's true or not.. shirley and marilyn smoked in class! joking, it's not real, it's those asthma inhaler! haha

listening: take it all[hillsong united]

Monday, July 24, 2006

my memory is gonna kill me one day! first, i forget to do my ART!! going to say bye bye to 2 marks! second, i forget to bring home my maths textbk, hence, i cannot do my homework! well i can't blame my memory, i was careless. ):

today wasn't a bad day, apart from my memory, nothing else, the whole thing went as usual, only my chinese test. i failed my maths.. wasn't that bad, 3 more marks!! argh..! continue to strive hard for my algebra, even though i hate algebra! highest can be 37 lowest can be 6, big difference..right?

notice bubble ballon is now popular in my class today, i don't care much. because that is kids play, quite childish, for me only. also the sotong keep disturbing me when i was helping shirley to clean the blood. though the wound looks disgusting, but i don't think so, i can't imagine how badly was Jesus's wound when he was nailed on the cross.. ┼

i'm waiting for august man! national day= holiday! *grins* also i can go back to dear nbps for teachers' day! Naval Base Primary rawks! hehe! :D i need to face reality, i cannot be primary 7.. XD. new life!

listening: To you ╫Hillsong╫

Sunday, July 23, 2006

wahahas, today go out to study... it wasn't really studying but more on fellowshipping. first go to northpoint then to causeway point, too many jokes and craps, thanks to dear everlynnie!
i should not talk more about it...

last closets service, just gonna rush it, no time!

err.. dont know what to write, end here.. XD

buaiis!

listening: to you[hillsong]

Saturday, July 22, 2006

i love today's closets! one hand i'm happy because got new sisters, sad on the other hand is because i no contacts/friends coming. i feel so odd! but still got 1 week, 1 more week of harvest!!! God, anoint me now! argh.. so glad for closets today!

praise really mean praise! the whole storm come into the nexus. worship until our hearts cried. the greatest gift and from the inside out. wow! it's sosososososo powerful like never before! powerful than ever. maybe it's because it's ess, but i don't think so, it's because God's love touch us! also a powerful sermon about forgiveness, powerful and motivating. then also none other yhope production: Beneath . it's nice and enjoying.

ok, talking about it, i had gone back to my primary school! nbps! it's so fun. saw some new teachers but majority still i know. especially the disipline mistress and my p3 and p4 teacher. same teacher, no changes, then saw my ex-cca teachers, almost all still remain same. also got saw ex-classmates or levelmates but i didn't bothered much...

later going to buck up on my guitar, still so clumsy, the strings is going to make my fingers numb again! but i tolerate. please compare the pain with Jesus, what are you? a chicken feet for him, the nails are even more painer, i, myself, surrender, it's so pain! Jesus, you are the God almighty! Amen.

listening: Greatest Gift[hillsong london]

Friday, July 21, 2006

i feel like i'm in primary school. betrayers every where but i don't care! she is back to her old self, going to be a girl that smokes and talk big. i don't know what to do, she's beyond control. God, tell me! tell me what to do! i thought i would invite her but it's too late. =(

i'm so clumsy. haha. i felt so pain because the metal wire. it's not easy, the wire is not like plastic type but it's real, solid metal, now my hand becomes rough! no!!! i wanna cook! ok, play and cook at the same time. also racial harmony is today, got henna drawn on my hands. it's not so nice, lol, stating facts.

today st john is a bit better, drills is also a bit better. a bit, the first aid lesson quite boring. but since it's friday so i don't talk much. i only like the racial harmony concert.

i'm just filling up the space!

yup! tomorrow closets! i really really really pray that cassandra and wan lin can come. also if tomorrow i also pray for last minute visitors since there are some ex- pupils going back to nbps! i felt so ready! for the secrets to be revealed!

listening: Only One For Me[Hillsong London]

Thursday, July 20, 2006

firstly, i want to speak to those people who had nothing better to do and going to insult people through a paper: You little fellow! Dare to write to a paper and don't tell me straight. You think you very big! Your head thinks! You are a COWARD! Why don't you tell me straight?! Dare to write on paper why don't tell me? Don't talk big, it's simply just a RUBBISH! NONSENSICAL! If you jealous then say, don't talk big! Hate me for all i care! I simply DON'T CARE! You may be first now but in future, you are NOT! If you hate it, just say, don't be a coward and write on the paper, and I DON'T CARE! INSULTOR, Go and have a good reality check!

i don't care now, i'm starting to hate my class but some of them still give me hope. anyway just three more months and it's over! history! i can tolerate. i can't wait to see cheng jiun wear high heel shoe, first time in 1e8 history. hehes.

today is an awesome caregroup! very fun. then we all have fun and get to know one another more. yups. closets!! cassandra is coming!!! thank God!
website: http://yhope-closets.blogspot.com

i'm okay now, when i saw that nonsense script i felt discouraged, but i think again, Jesus, being mocked and insulted, still willing to die for them, if Christ did not done this, it may not have this gospel. people in the world make be first now, they didn't know they are last, yet, we may be last, but we are actually the first. yups!

saturday nbps open house! going one hour then go to church. yipees! can't wait to see my juniors and GB mates. i think the enrolment service is over... is it? shouldn't be so late.

listening: None but Jesus[hillsong united]

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

thank my sis! she helped me got hillsong united we stand, all the songs, go into the computer, bet you know, i'm listening now...

God, i pray that you would bless more contacts, 1 or 2 is not enough!! i prayed that the volleyball will be cancel once and for tomorrow! in Jesus name, Amen.

nobody is perfect. nobody is 100% righteous. ok, what i'm talking about, i don't know what to do neither.
i only know i'm going to fail science and maths and english. dumb me, i forgot to bring home my science textbk, workbk and practicalbk. maths, i have faith, i can pass, hope it's over 30 although is 40%60% chances. english, spent too much time on comprehension! because, the pages for the reading part is alot and only 1 hour to do, too less! scribbled through all, don't think i'll get a high marks, let's hope for miracle. although, there's risk.

how? how? how? closets!! maybe 1 coming! what should i do? i'll continue pray by faith and miracles to come. 12 for YSS!!! hope for more to come!!!! =(

mcg, for more!! buy so many things.. more! more! coming!

listening: None but Jesus[hillsong united]

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

addicted agains! helps! XD

can anybody help me out? i'm addicted to the new hillsong's ablum: Mighty To Save. hehes. i'd just listened to the audio samples and it make me wanna buy! -.- anyways, i'm addicted! i'm gonna save money again! [ i wonder will i success in saving...]

today is a grumpy day, no wonder it rains! i would say not to change monitoress, save all those troubles! 3 months only, cannot tolerate, even if cannot don't need do the harsh way right? making the whole class living in confused and puzzled mood. the two of "potential" monitoress is having headache. i'm happy as an art rep. that's enough! save all those nonsensical troubles! enough, semester 2 week 5 only, why all troubles come?

next, closets coming! i really do pray that my friends and contacts can come!! yups, that's pray for revival, 30! and 15!
mcg, chocolates! hey NA2! the foods are all ready! the only thing you need to do are:
-a heart filled with excitement!
-a stomach waiting for chocolates to come! lol.
-ready for all sorts of nonsensical things coming from NA2!! -.-
think that's enough! Okays...

tomorrow have tests, home econs and maths. thursday science, headache!

addicted to hillsong london!!! XD

listening:Lord Of All- Hillsong London

Monday, July 17, 2006

1e8 is going haywire! 1e8 is going haywire. i totally agreed what cheng jiun said, monday blues. still gonna say: 1e8 is going haywire! what's happening?

News Article 1: New Monitoress! All wanna new monitoress! All want the current monitoress to step down. I've told her, if she don't change, nobody will like her. i don't know whether she take it seriously, that's her problem. today, she wore a big white earring, please, her ear is small, not suitable, please, please, please, stop being so so so flirt, no point ok, we're still young.

News Article 2: Potential Monitoress! So many people appoint me and cheng jiun.. -.- what is tis? is going to change 2 times. why why why? so many things happen to 1e8!!!

News Article 3: Handphone almost got confiscated! because of one girl, the whole class almost got the phone confiscated, and aunite gwen, don't need pull the whole class down, see, causing the innocent ones to suffer, so selfish, then she cried. auntie gwen say what if they cannot find the girl's old hp back, 9 people going to pay her.. what's happening?

i'm enough of this nonsense from my own class, talk something happy. yeahs! huishan and cassandra are coming to chocolate house on thursday! soo happy and also thank God for blessing me. yups. also the harvest is coming!!

i'll still remember the challenge..

Sunday, July 16, 2006

currently addicted to hillsong london's new album! the song is totally nice! some may heard before, but still nice! rocking the whole house down!

okay, i have confident in myself and have the faith[ can use my gift (:] have a stable sheep by end july, i nodded my head. change myself, God use signs to change people, it's like a total turning point!

i'm not afraid, steady and good is the key, you don't need to rush, there's no short cut anyways...

still addicted to their praise songs!! who cares?! it's totally the time to experience the truth and the presence..
and the electric guitar!! @.@ addicted!!

i know i'm crazy, my pattern.. heehee!

tomorrow schools on again *groans* looking forward to the cg! chocolates!
i'm just filling up the space for fun...

hillsong's songs are nice, recommended =)

United we stand and Jesus is

listening: Only One For Me[Hillsong London]

Saturday, July 15, 2006

service was awesome today! even though we do not have converts today ): but next week! next week! the harvest is coming! i'm not gonna by past me!

i played table soccer again -.- but was damn funny, whatever, too many scenes to describe. got one is a bro wants another bro to see himself goal, but after 3 balls then he finally goal, the way he do the goal keeper is funny, yan wen and me laugh until like a mad, insane person!

prayer meet today, saw a video, which really make me ( 'o' ) . the video was taped in Africa and millions of hands worshipping the God. then i was wondering, seeing 2000 hands[1 people 2 hands] isn' t it not enough?

T.T i lent my mp3 to liyan. luckily still got better song in computer..

will they come into the kingdom from the wrong path?

or are they going to stay there until they regretted?

what's the answer?

Friday, July 14, 2006

what is this?

i can tolerate things, things that doesn't matter to me, things that can be forget, i don't care, i tolerated. the class monitoress of the class, let me tell you this: if not for the time you are being bullied, you are not what you are now.
set a real example as a monitoress, not as a primary school kid, you are no longer a primary school anymore so wake up! please also don't take kindness into advantage, it's no good to take advantage of a person, it may make a person testing his/her anger. don't be a flirt, respect yourself as yourself, don't throw your face away...

st john.. you as seniors do things against the rule and ask the juniors not to do it. tell me, what right do you have to say us? not to laugh is a squad, yet you all laugh at the last parade, isn't that worst? not to even on the handphone during cca yet still using it, tell me, you and the worst seniors, what is the difference? don't think we your juniors you can use us as your materials, we are not dumbs. whatever it is, i think you don't set a real good example to us. only 10% of the seniors are kinds and thumb ups.. =)

why are people here is so very very too much? i'm feel so so so very confused. why do they want to be like that? to make people crazy? cannot be!

now i know, worldly things are so so so unfair, that's why people say: this world is unfair! so i'm asking: why is it that people in world make the world unfair? but i confirmed that this world is fair! no nonsense, no troubles, because of our worldly natures and our sinful natures.

Thursday, July 13, 2006

reflecting...

ripped this sentence from my old blog[don't even think of getting the link =P]:

"My daily activites are always the same. :( . Eat breakfast,Relax,Lunch,Relax,Dinner then sleep. Do you like this life? "

that was 2 years back, okay, no link. reflecting back, before i'm a full committed believer, yeah, the sentence above is how i go through each day, especially during holidays. which for me that time, was just a day full of home-sick.

seriously, is this how are you going to live? eat, sleep, play? with life full of no meanings? just only go school and stay at home or go out during holidays? what is your choice? like the question i asked above in this past, like wise i'm asking again: Do you like this life?

so, non- christians looking at my blog, think again, what life are you going to live? for me i realised, life with Christ is never be the same again, in the past. experience this life that nobody can snatch it from you. and i mean it, it's true.

anyways, my blogging this time, almost make mr. focus fall down [oops!] =D

also happy birthday to my sister! old again =D

write til here...



buaiis!

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

wees.. next week caregroup, i can't wait!!! simply can't wait!! MCG.. it's call the chocolate house. -.- but it's gonna be fun!! the whole day is all about CHOCOLATE! i'm prepare to get sore throat! excited even though it's in a week's time..

saving money now, need to buy all the chocolates stuff. needs about more than $30 -.- , God help NA2! also bless us with contacts and visitors! please God!

today home econs it's terrible, cooking spaghetti, the tomato sauce taste so bad, ruined my whole food. anything, i think spaghetti so hard to cook, next week CA written taste, no cooking =(

tomorrow is focus lesson, i hate this man... tomorrow getting class photo!! getting crazy! friday still got st john, tired to death, hope friday cca cancel! *grins* but that cannot be happen.

tomorrow my sister's birthday, what to give her??? no need give, i guess =)

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

quite a special day today, cos it is my friend, hayat's birthday!! then two days later it's my sis's birthday! mine at september, still long!

today at science lab damn funny! cos doing somekind like chemistry. then the teacher go put the sulphur into the bowl, then i go hit it, then the teacher saw it then go say me. marilyn go close his book the teacher also say her. the reaction damn funny. then when the things all heat together, it produces nice glow but a smelly smell. then hayat go ask: who farted?? the thing is really smelly.

then i give the invitation card to 3 people: Ziling, Cassandra and Hazel. then hazel say she will go, need to meet her. then ziling and cassandra not confirm yet. okay, i was happy but what really shocked me was when Shirley say: WHY NOBODY GIVE ME THE INVITATION CARD???!!! then i very shocked! then she ask: can i bring my friend, yunting? wa.. i so so so happy!

i feel like pioneering the whole class, 1e8 then 1e7 going to come, so tell me, God, what is your plan???

2 weeks later changing place again! Yes! Where am i gonna sit???

Monday, July 10, 2006

hate my sitting positon, looks like a market place, spoil my mood, i mean really! why there are these people here? anyone can tell me?? i'm so confused! argh, those irritaters! get lost =X. i mean ever since the semester started, detention slips is everywhere, the name of 1e8 is rotting, God tell me what to do???

1 contact is in my hand, need 3 more.. God tell me! use the Holy Spirit to anoint me! why we saw so many people but yet either they reject us or they are the ones who did before.. WHY?

wednesday home econs, cooking western food, i was so excited, hope it won't burn.. so awful if it burns. yipees!

tomorrow tuesday, i hate the sitting arrangements! i wanna change! thank God is temporary.

hope that cass, ziling can come for service, please God, open up their hearts!!

listening: from God above

Sunday, July 09, 2006

Here to blog, happen to want to blog. =) Yesterday, service was awesome! Praise and Worship, Holy Spirit really lighthen up my heart!! You can't explain.

Then after service took rounds, East West line. I saw my sis school, it's no difference from Polytechnics schools. Simply big and nice! Then saw the Expo. I'm imagining if my birthday and it happens to have service at there.. Wow! That was like you are dreaming!!!

Tomorrow school again, tired but no choice.

Okay, July is going to end, time really flies! Not forgetting 30 as whole North A. =) 15 as NA2 [is it correct?] and I must have friends coming..

i'm like pioneering my whole class, it started all at my class.... they are still souls..

Holy Spirit anoint me now! Now! Revival, harvest!

Closets Service is coming, 22 and 29 july.

Website for Closets Svc: http://yhope-closets.blogspot.com

Thursday, July 06, 2006

today simply is just a thursday. today got the year book.
nothing much happen today...
just wanting to fill up the space. tomorrow early release.
homeworks coming up, argh...
hate homeworks....
caregroup attendance is very good, i brought my friends. Good!
hope saturday will have even more!!!

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

today home econs, supposed to cook in watery type of hard boiled egg but in the end cooked until like omelette type, but still nice. next week cooking western food! feeling hyper again!

then at assembly, me, huishan and marilyn become crazy, we three mad girls hit one another, then huishan almost got caught by DM. then we hit one another again.

tomorrow art again! two periods, so not good, not art materials must see principal!!!

italy win germany... all the good ones all out.

nothing funny happen today, i only know i got hit then i hit back.. luckily no mark or anything. =)

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

dead X(

today i'm like a dead meat. morning have a 1.7++km run then afternoon do marching all the day long. don't think going to the rehersal, happen to have something crash with it. i hate doing drills, learn marching, learn march on the spot, will die one day...

then after that went to khatib mac to meet liyan, katherine, ziling, hui shan, cassandra and.. [did i miss out anyone?] when i brought twister fries, all tackle me, all wanna eat mine, but nevermind, in the end still got chance to eat.

tomorrow home ecoms again! dont know why every home ecoms lesson i damn hyper active, very excited! doing cooking, hope that i wont cook until it burns. but i wish that the teacher will not keep nagging! argh...! can't stand her when she nag, cos i will fall asleep.

friday speech day, cos of preparation then 1 hour early release! 11.45 can go home! then prepare myself for guitar! ^^

Monday, July 03, 2006

today nothing to do then go out, alone. i bored until take rounds today.
first is kahtib to jurong east, i was thinking and God assured all my doubts, then my heart is more calm now, without any pressure or anything.
next, jurong east to dhoby ghaut, just relaxing myself and looked around, i saw 2 malay sisters, they are so cute, especially the younger one. their bonding is so good.
third, change to northeast line and took to chinatown, went to Acts Lifestyle and brought 5 more little cards.
fourth, started to feel bored and it's still early, so take rounds again. harbourfront to punggol then punggol to harbourfront, meanwhile read bible and then complete Galatians, now going to Ephesians.. ^^

after that back to dhoby ghaut and took marina bay and all the way back to khatib. i complete two rounds, north east line and north south line, next time maybe should try east west line. =)

tomorrow is back to school day. argh... PE, run and run and .... driving me mad!!!

listening-- The time has come[Hillsongs United]

Sunday, July 02, 2006

dumb dumb me! post two entries a day. too hyper today. actually nothing interesting happen today, but me and my sister go praise and worship.. =)

my sister played the guitar version of The Time Has Come, from the new Hillsong United album one. so astonished, my sister knew how to play just by listening the tune. then played even more praise songs, cos she needs to strengthen her skills. after that worship...

then i asked her teach me strumming first, then she teached me two chords, but i applied cream then my fingers affected then cannot play =.= . sad but strummin still not very the good, but master already ^.^ .

tomorrow get more skills from her.. her holidays coming, i still studying.. =(
i feel like crying! brazil lost to france. whatever. finally done all my homework, even though tomorrow there's no school, but for youths to celebrate their own day. but so unlucky, when thuesday go back got PE, need to run again!

sunday nothing to do, very bored... i feel like taking rounds again =) . celine is doing follow up on an qi. hope it's successful. yeah!

listening: Only One-- Hillsong United Live.

Saturday, July 01, 2006

Saturday...

Saturday comes!!! yeah! today everlyn's friend, an qi, converted! so happy, though not yishun sec one but still very happy. lois also bring her friend but sadly, her friend didn't convert. but nevermind lois, continue to work hard on her.

today finally played the table soccer again. play with shu ping. a lot of months since i last touched the table soccer but still score goals. got dumb goals also. but not bad, still mantain the standard, maybe got deproved a bit. i support brazil!!! but other countries also very strong, not bad.

poor huishan is sick, down with flu. i kept a prayer for her, may she will be recover =) . hope can see her crazy but enthu attitude again!

july, meaing my sister birthday coming. don't know whether should i celebrate as like a going back of memories of NF2? if like that must take photos, very precious to me, NF2 rocks! but NA2 and NF2 also same, both rocks!

Crucified, laid behind the stone
You lived and died, rejected and alone
Like a rose, trampled on the ground
You took the fall, and thought of me, above all