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today celebrate st john's day. today training do noting, just watch the other uniform groups[including st john] doing the speech day parade. we're the noisest juniors. we keep on chatting, no point, just far too boring. will be getting uniform soon.

i notice my class not like express class type. by right my class not good express want. but dont make it until so terrible cans? smoking, smoking, smoking. please, the lungs need life also. i hate smokers smoke in front of me. the smoke so smelly, what is so good about a cigarette?

still thank God for blessing me 2 contacts, though i aimed 4. must continue to strive hard. my sister i think at yss got 2 contacts also. thank God she helped me find. then got caught by the OM, nevermind, can go other secret place want. school so big.

tomorrow july, means speech day got nearer then need to practice, i dont want!!!

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28 June 2006, the funniest caregroup ever after.. Even though the attendance was not delightful. This is what happen:

The NA2 was singing praise to God. Then we repeated the song again. Liyan drinks a lot of gassy drink. then suddenly we sang " with *burp* [Christ]", then i couldn't concentrate. when after we sang finished i keep on laughing. so does the CG members. liyan laughed until she cried. liyan, prayed hard that no one will look here.. XP

after that ok already. tomorrow st john day. it seems nothing special to me.
whatever... today is not a happy day at all. neither i have that mood and time to write about this situation. God spoke to me through the situation, DISUNITY DESTROYS EVERYTHING. yeah.

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Today PE go run again, outside school. after i run back i was very very tired. then i lie down on the table, i felt smokes coming out from me, then i asked my friend, i got mao yan[means smoke coming out] or not? then she say yes. wah.. then i asked who want boil egg? then some laughed.

today one of my classmate go smoke. i felt it is very the foolish. want feel accepted must go to the extreme way? so sad. it simply just ruined your whole life. like what people say: smoking kills... if it's like that i don't know what to do.. she christian already, so i don't know how to advise her.

i got back my english file. when i flipped it i very shocked, my eng teacher gave me a postcard then i ask other people they don't have, then they all say not fair... anyway i must keep the card well, first time in my secondary school life.

maths, the teacher always give homework but i always finished it in class. the teacher quite good, i never see him scold people before, but don't know. first two days only.. whatever.

july is coming and revival is starting. so must bring a lot a lot of people come to know Christ. i pray that God can give us the strength and the courage to outreach. not only me but other people also. YSS go go go!

Evermore my heart my heart will say

above all

i live for your glory

Even if my world fall i will say

above all

i live for your glory

Reaching for you

'I can't believe the way

Your love has got a hold on me

Each morning I wake to find You near

You lift me above my fears

And set my feet on solid ground

All of my days belong to You

And I breathe in Your breath of life that fills my heart

You are my all consuming fire

I stand here before You

In wide opened wonder

Amazed at the glory of You

The power of heaven

Revealing Your purpose in me

As I'm reaching for You'

School reopen, yup

Maths lesson,

whole class all like hate the Maths teacher

broke promise,

said don't give homework, but still gave.

then other people chat i do...

then i finished it!! Yeah!

then wednesday home ecom

first four periods!!!

2 hrs.. (:

monday no school!, next mon

youth day...hahas

tomorrow history.. woohoo!

forget to bring home my file

i still left my english hw inside!!!
oh no! nevermind.......hehe

nothing to do, only left chinese hw

today not soo much on lesson..

Yeahs!

SCHOOLS' REOPENING TOMORROW!!!

tomorrow the schools' business gonna start

then you going to see each other's face.

some going to yeah! some will go WT...

but not those Yhope,

we're going to bring souls..

Amen!

doing SOWing, shopping and such..

then exams and tests,

these monsters will come again...

*Sigh*

but, but, but

home ecom is here!! Yipees!

cooking, sewing...

My favourite!!!

especially cooking, damn cool.

Yeah!

Rain down, all around the world we're singing

Rain down, can you hear the Earth is singing

Rain down, my heart is dry but still I'm singing

Rain down, rain it down on me

Do not shut the heavens

But open up our hearts, open up our hearts

Do not shut the heavens

But open up our hearts, open up our hearts

All For Love

All for love a father gave

For only love could make a way

All for love Heavens cried

For love was crucified

Oh how many times have i broken your heart

But still you forgive

If only i ask

And how many times have you heard me pray

Drawn near to me

Everything I need is you

My beginning, my forever

Everything I need is you

Let me sing all for love

I will join the angel song

Ever holy is the Lord

King of Glory

King of all

All for a love a Saviour prayer

Abba Father have Your way

Though they know not what they do

Let the Cross draw man to You

Early Post

Only left 2 days, then school reopen, then confirm 100% guarantee that principal surely nag again, then jump subject! Sigh...

But it's time to win souls..

Early post today,

cos might return home late, party today.

Likes shark fins, wahahas.

Tomorrow i so excited!

tomorrow sermon so powerful,

it's what is really our God,

today must eat full full,

then sleep good good

tomorrow then listen all the way...

yeah!

finally found a skin for liyan..

yeahs!

today caregroup:)

so happy, attendance very good!

then after that liyan want to get guitar.

so meet wendy etc, etc.

celine went rollerbrade,

then don't why our impressions on wendy's friend soo bad.

sorry wendy if u saw this post,

but i confess...

then went everlyn's house..

her doggie so cute!!!!

then went home late, cos i took wrong bus

then get nagging...

tomorrow going to my grandmother's birthday..

eat sharkfin!!! wahahas.

later do homework, sigh...

hate homeworks!!!

still finding skins for liyan's blog...

write til here,

buaiis!

today go khatib mac, do posters and write cards.. etc...

then celine got mad! she drew dungs on every card!!! I was like -_-"

then she laughed.

funny, we encountered a lot of insects:

red ants, spiders.

i'm the violent one, i killed one red ant, shoot one red ant, spiders.

so disgusting!!! then saw my ex-classmates.

then saw my nbps senior.

she went bad very fast, like bullet train.

now know how to smoke. sec 2 only!!! celine and i very shocked!

yesterday saw yvonne very discontented,

I WANNA BRING HER BACK!!!

yeahs!

celine went mad again!

she drew dungs on the poster she supposed to make.

crazy! she like that one...

Be MAD!

i mean Make A Difference

Yupps! hehehe'

school going to reopen!!!

XPXPXPXP

But time to win souls!! Woohoo!

Yishun Sec gogogo!

Tomorrow homework day!

A chance to do homework =)

Took too many postcards!!!!

Wah....!!!

Write til here...

Buaiis!

I went bored, so decided to blog

Today at Shepherd's class, learnt about problems. =)

Makes me wanna bring my friends this Saturday,

motivation=)

then the whole group all sabo Aaron go present

funny, my group no notes, read from mind,

then liyan finally say "zhen yang jiang?"

then i laughed again.

then they say reward ice mountain dew and hamburgers to 20 people.

in the end, is ice mountain dew and hamburgers inside the paper.

all got cheated, but still enjoy.

then went to cathway cinilesiure,

go take free postcards =)

no enough for me to write, think tomorrow go take again.

then go follow up,

was shocked, karen is a catholic.

but she said she believed christians more =)

very good! ^.^

tomorrow got shepherd's class again.

wonder how is it like..

only i know is going to take postcards!!!

wahahahas...

I suddenly felt energetic and wanted to write about my camp[Encounter!]

Day 1
Telematch on! I took part in the first part. First part we won. Also the water bomb! Girls' responsibilites was to protect the pail from any water. We attacked the East, very violent, but we won, so we won the whole telematch!!! But the trophy looks funny, it's small. But we still feel proud for our acheivement! Northwest rocks!

Day 2
The whole unit NA come together at the devotion time. Pity the unit leader, got to do the forfeit. Liyan, all your fault!!! Also we did the Spiritual Giftings test. I feel odd at first. Most of them have the gift of Mercy but after that, nevermind, God created us to be unique. What inspired me most is the Altar Call at night. I go to Ruth to pray for my sheeps and Faith. Then the hall joined Sharlene and kneel down to sing series of Worship that is related to the subject.

Day3
Shirley got killed!!! The whole youths break into groups and find the murderer and some reasons. Then the leaders got crazy and played with the water. Then I used water to spray one brother but Everlyn used peach tea to spray on the same person. Then is Bring it on. 5 groups represent their district performed and Northwest presents Redemption. Northwest is the most enthusiastic group. We got second.
Then is Ignite. Also like Jump but another name. Unit leader performed the song[with another person] called It's a phenomena. Then Fonnis and Christine with the dance group performed a dance piece. I kneel down to God for the very first time. Holy Spirit rained down to the whole youths. Then I slept around 6 something. When to play. I used lightstick to hit a brother....

Day4
Last day... End off with a high praise and also photo taking.. Then went to KFC and eat.. Justin had a lot of cold jokes. We all laughing. Then go home.

Like the bottle.. Soo nice. Can't wait for the next camp!!!

Think I'm going to cut my hair even shorter XP. Until shoulder length.
Much better, at least have more nutrients.... Yupp... Didn't see before my hair at this worst stage.

Nevermind, then Liyan ask me whether Wendy got rebond her hair.. I was like Em... Her hair is natural curly, so it's useless to rebond. Her worst is she started to lie. She say she cannot come for the camp because she have high fever. When you have high fever, over 40 something should be in hospital. LYING!!

Don't know how... somebody tell me...

God heal my cough[lil bit], my sore throat, Liyan and Yong En... Praise The Lord!

God reminded me a verse when I was drawing happily on the write board: Revelation 2:10

My hair keep dropping!!! Enough is Enough. I can't stand my hair anymore!!! GOD!! HEAL MY HAIR!!!!

Camp back from the Spirit-filled camp! I feel the Holy Spirit presence even stronger and my first time kneel down to God. Also I finally discovered my Spirital gifts from God.
#1: Craftmanship
#2: Faith, Missonary
#3: Helps/Serving
Then I ask my sister. She had 5 Spiritual giftings. Every two years must do once.

And Wendy, she backsilde from God.
Just for Maple and Timezone.

Simply lame excuse.

I think none of these things can really bring her to heaven. Sometimes, I really want Jesus to come back now. To stop the whole world.

By then, we are going up to see God's face.
Awesome!

When school reopens, everything is going to square one. But the souls to be save still continues. Yishun Secondary!!! Go! Go! Go! I have the feeling that I must save Wendy no matter what.
But how? She's getting rebellious, everything against the bible.

I think we're nothing to her now, but enemies. Then she means that God and her are enemy. Holy Spirit please guide me!

The time has come.

Fed up with myself. I waited so long, thought the song was Walk Away, in the end is Breakaway! Waited for so long, there goes my reward. HAIR..PLEASE STOP DROPPING!!! But now it is buffering fast then it usually does. I mean the song. Wait, wait, wait...

When Orchard then Bugis. Celine and I saw Chen Han Wei. Then both of us stunt. We are like very shocked. Then at Bgis still can't find any gift, so went Dhoby Ghuat, then I just bought "something". Then go Liyan's house to finalise it. I'm still in the Mid of thinking. I only left one day!!!

Think am packing my bags tomorrow, I'm very busy now.. WAiting and thinking at the same time. Buaiis!

I'm really happy and joyful and... which ever words that describe "happy". Liyan is coming for the Encounter camp!!!! St John camp? She didn't go. God really really helped her at the last minute. He see her desire in this camp.

Maybe later go somewhere to take train to but gift to Shepherd.

Err. Short Entry..

Don't know what to write...

Buaiis!

Today fly kite.. Yeah, quite fun, Everlyn and I were the most hyper ones. Also go arcade for a while, cos very hot.

My sister pushed me to help her find those healthy and unhealthy lungs in picture. Then I was like disgusted, so was she. But she even run away and flee back to her room. I was like quite shocked, she took nursing course and she was scared of such things. Can't blame her, it was at the beginning. Luckily I've eaten, if not....

Think tomorrow going out with Celine to buy Shepherd's Appreciation gift. My shepherd asked ,me to buy abalone. I told her I no money to afford. I hope Liyan can really come for the camp. Also she's going to the St. John basic NCOs course. I didn't go, I'm excuse.

Ohohoh... I simply can't wait for the camp!!! And I'm doing Mama shop again, anway, it's fun to do Mama shop.

7 June... Waiting for you to come!!!

4 more days to camp!!! Simply can't wait to go! Also I'm going to bring my Primary school Victory shirt along, it looks big, but can wear for years!!! But thinking of another side, also quite moody. Simply hope that God can help... Please! Please!

4 days to camp to Encounter God!

Tomorrow going to fly kite with the brothers. Then I remember vividly, I very funny.

Christine: Sunday, we're going to fly kite with the brothers. So meet at City Hall.

Celine: Go where and fly?

Christine: Marina Bay.

Me: Huh? Then why meet at City Hall?

Christine: XXX need to eat.

Me: Huh? Then we all looking at XXX eating?

Christine: No lah! We all eat together lah.

Me: Ohoh.

Then today Shu Ping and I take MRT, from Marina Bay to Jurong East then go home. Then when she spoke to me I always: Orh. Then she fed up.

She told me that Wendy told her something. That is Satan is controlling over her. It's like her grandmother object her from coming out. PRAY!!! Also don't give up.. Yepps.

Shepherds' Appreciation night. I don't know what to buy...

Write until here, Buaiis!

I'm Simply HATE my hair!!! What is the problem???!! Why does it keep dropping???!!! Whatever, I need to accept the fact that my hair cells are weak. Unlike my mother, thinks that she is a very "professional" expert that whatever you eat may affect your hair.

Liyan tell me that she saw "that" thing during the Night Walk. But I didn't saw "that" thing. I felt I'm lucky. Cos I did pray before I walk and Holy Spirit was very 'high' in my heart. Then Everlyn was very high, she spoke a lot of story about "that" thing that she had encountered before.

I simply hope that GOD, LET MY HAIR STOPPED DROPPING... Also today I don't know is it because of jealousy or for my sheeps, I cried.. I felt as if I failed as a Shepherd, but *Sigh*, they always busy with something. But I try of a way to pull them back.

If only they really want to experience him...