sick and tired of 1e8! what's the matter? suddenly all problems come out. tired...
i got an award.. which is so so so not me, i can get such award.. most creative student??? haha.. a bit weird..

saturday service was fun! finally sang only one for me, my favourite song! and we have our convert which is maureen!

yep.. wrie til here..

listening: how great is our God?[hillsong london]

sometimes God may work through people who you think they are unlikely to be retain. like how today i know about cassandra.

she is just a normal girl, she knew about gang.. what ahlians normally know. but she convert with her faith. what i think first about her is: huh? like that, how to retain? but God revealed the answer yesterday that she was holy spirit baptise.

two of my sheeps[one is cass ;)] were both going shopping. cos about after sometime then they go back to school but cass wanna go cg, but the other one do not wanna go. so a bit disappointing. but when worship, she felt that her mouth came out with a language. at first she was aiya, i anyhow say lah.. but i knew it's from God that she spoke. also thanks to the Holy Spirit.

probably the other two converts that were with cass seems more high than cass at first but first appearence can't tell you that much. only God. in the end, it seems that its opposite. but on the other hand, we might failed to present a good impression on them at first. in faith that they might come back..

listening: -none-

some good news want to share:

cassandra and anqi recieve the holy spirit, they are offically holy spirit baptised. anqi was on 20/8 and cass was today, so happy!

thank God that he bless me with a good result in history and science practical.. chinese not so good, room for improvement. but good!

maths i'm going to fail, even though i think i going to pass, tell me which one??? tomorrow got home econs..

gotta rush my home econs project..

listening: - none-

a short post.. maybe too tired...

first aid test:

thank God that He bless me! i passed! 1 shocking news is: my senior failed, which was so unexpected because the paper is quite easy.
while i did not study that much, still thank God!
erm.. what else? yup, the st john hq was crowded with people! and woodlands ring secondary juniors are very noisy and cause the sir to scold all the people!
it's kinda cool, the 1st step of getting the rank of lance copper. haha, but.. getting rank is not what i need..

service:

rush down all the way from lavender! but managed to catch the sermon. fantastic! this sermon exactly help me a lot. i think this is what God gonna speak to me! yishun sec got 4 converts, all boys so very good, after that is dota tournament which i'm not really interested.. hehe, i don't even play that! sisters side got 1 convert which is my primary school friend, zhao rong.. clap clap!

others:

anqi wanna be shepherd, she seems so enthu. aihwa.. hope she won't be what anqi thinks about! Hope Church anniversary gonna come! yeahs! which means my birthday gonna come! yays!
maths common test! study!!

it seems to be a long post.. lol..

listening: the stand[hillsong united]

science practical test, know what's my favourite?
Yes, you all know it, doing experiment! it's not pair work, group work, but individual, so that's a bit of fun.
but will pass..
tomorrow history and geography, well i shouldn't say anything... it crash so suddenly.

today shepherding, saw anqiqi and everlynnie! both hold hands so it's a bit of -.-" but today's shepherding with christine is my real turning point. i should start to account things to shepherd. thank God. this motivates me to tell christine my darkest and the most shameful secret. and the evil says: no need tell lah, she'll mock at you. my first reaction is: shut up and go away lah, stupid idoit. but in the end, it's just nothing. haha.

cch is multiplying. everlyn gonna be shepherd. all of the cch is young and..? so God works in the young also. hehe!
i'm exactly saying myself, my birthday is gonna come, soon. but i shall not focus on my birthday but on 18//35. yay! i happen to check my mails. so i wanna really show these quotes:

At times all of us experience fear. But don't allow fear to keep you from being used by God. He has kept you thus far; trust Himfor the rest of the way.
-- Woodroll Kroll

Not only does sin hinder prayer; prayer hinders sin. The twoare always opposed. The more careless we are about sin, theless we will pray. The more we pray, the less careless we willbe about sin. Both sin and prayer are powerful forces. Whichone is moving you?
-- Dr. Alvin Vander Griend

thank God soo much! i thought i'm gonna get scolded because came home late.. around 7+
busy taking photos for CG Awareness, the Most.... NA2 gonna win!
and guat ting, she so humour in CG, she get herself high!
glad that she, wanlin and cassandra came.

huishan and chengjiun.. waiting for you all!!! yes! tomorrow got science practical test and chinese test, so tiring.
and we're busy taking photos in CG, for memories...

saturday... i need to went two places to celebrate, shuping's and jianhao's birthday..
wahahas.. makes me wanna countdown!
today is exactly 1 month to go to my birthday! at Singapore Expo! super cool!
i think i'm over excited!

cg, photos everywhere. i know i'm bullying celine. haha, also anqi and everlyn. first hit celine, then make everlyn and anqi. then they bully me back! actually, this is how we bulid our bonding,
actually wanna thank God in a lot of things,
like No scolding when i get home and the bill didn't go very high, i've been worrying sick!

thank God!

listening: only one for me[hillsong london]

here's a simple blessing that God have bless my dear friend, cheng jiun, recently..

cheng jiun is the second person that i have brought her to church. yes, she converted and God bless her with a good result in literature. sadly after that, things always hinders her to stop going to church, like volunteery works and parental objections.

so recently, problems started to arrive to class 1e8. some of my friends wanted to die[meaning commit suicide]. using any sharp objects. that happened when cheng jiun's mother almost went to a 1 month visit in taiwan[cool!]

after her mom came back. her mum saw her injuries[she went to slash herself again because of anger.] . so her mum and her had a quarrel. after both of them had cool down, this is what her mum says to her:

if you think being a christian is good then go and be. if christian can make you become more mature, then i encourage you to be one then. but make sure at least you got pray..[to the buddhist..]...

then she excitedly came and told me. then i told her about northa2, she seems so energetic, so willing to help out. God, no by human strength, it's by your might!

Yishun Sec gonna win win win win win for God! yipees! Revival Live!

listening: -none-

i'm so inspired by wanlin, her excitement towards God, her faith in him.
so does guat ting, the attitude for wanting and desiring God more!
and last but not least cassandra, starting by putting her faith in Jesus..
isn't that great?

this is what wanlin said that make me more inspired: "if my parents scold me then let them scold lor, i doing this is also for their own good what...." the rest i forget...
so like what i had said, God revive Yishun Sec, and he does, after Yishun Sec [sisters side] laid dead for 1 month with no converts, God bless us with 3. Thank God..
Now God, use me to retain them. Use the Holy Spirit to tell me the correct way..
so Yishun Sec is gonna multiply, Amen?

now we're moving on to 18, 18 18 18. God, by you, you can make it possible...
so excited! thank God so much!
tomorrow unit cg... what's my mood?
don't know....hehe.. thank God in everything!

listening: lord of all[hillsong london]

simply friday...

shepherding with aihwa and anqiq, not very good, can be better.. :D
then went to study, saw anqi's cruise friend, she ran away , i mean she go with everlyn to walk walk. well, i nothing to say, the friend was like very.... don't know how to explain.. maybe didn't know her very well or whatever... that was yesterday

a lot of people fall sick but mostly recovered, some is no choice one.
heard a good news from xiujing, God bless her with the score A2 for her chinese 'O' level, wonder how's fonnis..
i think she'll get B and above. yup.

st john flag day tomorrow, i don't know whether to go or not.
what i'm mad about the teacher is,
she dared to say that selling flag is also doing for God. then i was wondering:
where in the place that the bible says that selling flag is for God, maybe it's a kindness deed, but, men already sinner, the kindness cannot cover up our sins.
she said she knew more than me, like i believe or care.
then she say liyan is also going, hello, don't use God or liyan to pressure me.
don't use them just to get me going, it's very too much. i'm not going and that's final!! argh...!!!

God is gonna revive Yishun Sec, ya? i have faith! yss, yss, yss! yes, God!
i'm getting crazy suddenly..

listening: from the inside out[hillsong united]
my heart and my soul, i give you control, consume me from the inside out...

came back from bishan, a bit boring..
anqi can't make it for shepherding! she go shopping with everlyn, tomorrow, wow, it's gonna be busy!
and tomorrow still have study group, for the benefit of the young ones.
55.5% of homework complete, still got more!

go bishan to walk about, went to life bookshop, they're play mighty to save album!
so many christians shops are playing this album, the songs are nice!
it makes me addicted, see whether who can find the song and sent me!!!

national day, boring! not really, a day to relax..
if singapore is not a multi-racial country, there won't be a lot of holidays, i mean yup, can rest.. XD

see whether tonight i will be free, then i will blog again..

listening: only one for me[hilllsong london]
never wanna be, never wanna be, living living less than all you want for me...

today celebrate national day, freaky boring! the loud speaker keep spoiling, and two bands come and performed, 1989 got the most fans!
Hillsong and other christians bands are more better! my sister saw a lot of christians bands, including Hillsongs, planshakers... so unfair, i also want! next time.. hehe!

caregroup was fun! we end off by celebrating anqi's spiritual birthday.. when all affirm her, she so red-face, inside her heart is HAPPY! it's normal, when affirm, people tends to get happy.. wanna affirm her again: you grew alot! in the sense that you are more open, keep it up, remember to keep reading the WOG!

next wanna affirm aihwa, she's a hyper active girl, very hyper! hey, also thanks for your letter, girl! so glad to receive a letter from you! keep it up!
aihwa looks a bit like me, so bubbly, but she's more bubbly, she brought joy and entertainment!

sometimes i feel guilty, got good sheeps and non-committed sheeps.. sort of non-committed..
something hinders them, what's that thing? God, tell me!
is it i'm Not loving enough and care for them even more? What is it?
are they lying? trying to escape from me? God, tell me!!
what is it?!
restless, no matter what, even you still lie, i'll still don't care, becos i trust my sheeps, like how God trusted me..
so, what's is the root problems, i need to figure out...

write til here.. hehe!

listening: -none-

i don't know what kind of mood it is today... it's some kind of mixed feelings...

shirley asthma attack happen very serious, she felt cold, but it's okay already :)
cheng jiun went really angry and kick out a big fuss on me! but i tolerated. it wasn't the first time anyway..

got back my geography paper! got a good marks.. 18/20 . maybe because of i got studied for it.. anyways, thank God, he bless me with the knowledge and the wisdom..

yesterday was great, last shepherding at Swesnsen at changi airport, saw gurmit singh.. it's cool!

wahahas! holidays!

listening: mighty to save[hillsong live]
He rose and conquered the grave, Jesus conquered the grave...

i miss the sermon! regretted going the st john thingy! totally very what.. it's so dumb.. 40 min paper need until 3hr just for 1st and last parade!

next week is st john flag day. i'm confirmed not going! it's so dumby, waste time only!
now very tired...
series of funny things happen:

-the driver don't know where is siling secondary so went around woodlands area but it ends up that it is near to marsiling, waste time..
-waste so many enery running for bus but in the end, the bus was broke down!
-knock on my head when i was in mrt, i thought i said something wrong.. =X

haha, dready day today.. nowadays so troublesome!

tomorrow study group + buffet!!! wahahas...!
write til here! buaiis!

listening: Mighty To Save[hillsong live]
My God is mighty to save, he is mighty to save...

woots.. going to be 12 soon, here i am still sitting on my computer.. i went online 1 hour before because sorting out my st john uniform thingy..zzz. it's too last minute, need to rush through all.. argh!! now the problem is my beret.
i'm not going to take the induction test seriously because i know that i'll confirm, plus gurantee, plus chalk, that i'll fail!
liyan not coming, cos need to wash uniform, unfair! joking... this cca very very worst reputation, their attitude like this.. it's so unacceptable!

maybe going to second service.. weets, but cannot fellowship :( but i don't know, should i go for the test, if i'm unwell, i'm totally free! then pray that i'll recover, then go service! hehehe.. *evil laugh*

tired, oh! now is twelve! hooray! i waiting for Singapore's birthday to come! holiday! super cool! but didn't miss geography at all.. i saw my geography test marks, it looks like 15, also looks like 18.. history confirm not highest in class! all skills remember wrongly!

ok, need to get some sleep! tomorrow need to use some memory, because last minute revision! cca also got test, troublesome! hehe..

listening: only one for me[hillsong london]

Mighty To Save
Everyone needs compassion
Love that's never failing
Let mercy fall on me
Everyone needs forgiveness
The kindness of a Savior
The hope of nations

Chorus:
Savior, He can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever, Author of Salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave

Verse 2:
So take as You find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything I believe in
Now I surrender

Bridge:
Shine your light
And let the whole world see
We're singing
For the glory of the risen King, Jesus

it's from the new Hillsong Live: Mighty to Save album ;)

friday is gonna be my nightmare, yesterday got training nobody tell me! then i didn't go, when all tell me so late already! i don't know, if they want to scold me let them scold until they enough, i only want to say that my conscience is clear!

assembly, damn funny, some sort of song they created, the whole lower secondary laugh until like mad.

today cg not so bad, got tricked by yanwen's craps.. -.- hehe, can use her style to trick others, trick fonnis.. haha. maybe i can go trick other people.. :)

saturday cannot come for first service, maybe second service. the induction test, a time to promote to lance copper, if fail nevermind, because i don't feel any warmth, already not enough people, still so racists! i don't understand what are they doing, they can't see the root problem...

sigh, sigh, sigh....

listening: -none-

just a normal day, just plainly history test!
even though history is my strongest subject, but i think, i'm gonna fail!
i forgot to bring the notes home and that's it, it's so saddening. but nevermind, must work hard, cannot slack anymore!

national day coming, holidays! hahas! today shirley cried again cos one classmate go slash his pulse there then the skin got cut. then she thought he learn from her.
just wanna say that: Slashing Hands Wasn't a FASHION!
well, nothing to say..

a little testimony, here goes:

during june, few days after camp, because of his past injuries, he could not continue to do heavy jobs, so he resigned. he find some jobs from newspaper but still cannot. for one whole month, he stayed at home, meaning jobless. sad right?
me, as a christian, know the power, so i prayed once, but it was not answered, so i felt a bit disappointed, why? didn't he hear it?
that time the sermon say, if God did not answer your prayer, means we need to change in something.

few weeks later, then i prayed again, guess what? God bless my father with a job! thank God so much! Praise the Lord!

if God can help me, He can help me too!

hehe, prepared to fail history, not a good result! this term, it seems my whole marks drop, oh my! it's a precious term!
it seems this week going to end soon, indeed, time flies, when we don't even notice!

listening: revolution[hillsong united]
we want world to know!...